love : hope

Monday, September 17, 2007

it has been like 4 days of fasting already.

i am soo excited bout this as i can save up my $$$.

no more of buying junk foods or clothes which could get me left with like what $2 only for each day.

i am soo disturbed at my own stupidity at times.

haha

last week was a plain lazy week for me.

i shortened my work time and ended up going home before work ends.

i got all worked up with almost everyone.

shoot.i think i was not in a good mood.

well i had a good evening on saturday.

went out with ain darling,mamat,ben,nurazmi,fiza n hamzah for buka.

we had dinner at beach road which was damn packed by the time buka starts.

luckily we came earlier to find a place.

we had a big meal starting with sup tulang(which i would nvr ever eat!haha),roti john, and our own individual dishes.

walked around bugis and had waffle ice cream at city links' gelare.

never had enough of indulging ourselves.

my parents were out of town.

so i had that moment of time to enjoy myself w/out them.

only for a day lah actually.

hehs.

never beyond control lahs i guess.

*evil grins*

aniways,working made me a better person i think.

i have no more time to waste on something which is meaningless.

i have not much time to think negatives of my sayang.(nurazmi)hehe

but there are also disadvantages of working lah.

should not more elaborate on that.

well,i saw something which definitely makes me super RED hot.

but shall not think much bout it as it was all in the past.

have a lovely life now i supposed INSYALLAH.

**focused more about the present than the past.

**focused more on positives than on negatives.

**focused more on what i should do and not what i think.

TODAY is my bro's 23rd birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U BIG BRO.

no presents as im financially tight right now.

and 3 more days to my 4th yr and 10mths anniversary lah dey!

i am like so happy and looking forward to every 20th of each month.

and soon,nurazmi boyfie will turn 20.

geeeez,what should i get for him on his 1st no-more ___-teen birthday.(geddit?)

ok...i noe.

im exaggerating.

its like to 4 more months lah kan.

but still i hope it would be a lovely birthday for him.

and now,i hafta get my beauty sleep and wakes up at 4 in the morning to help mama with sahur.

and to work at abt 8am.urgh...

i wish i haf good night sleep to start my day off.

good night and oh yah.

i will change my skin soon and a new tagboard will be re-constructed okays.

love u people reading my bloggy.

i gave some lovin' at
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

i noe.
busy lately with work.
got a new job at toa payoh as an admin assistant in a local bank.
shudnt elaborate more on that.
and yah, 1st day of work i got lost and was late by 15mins.
but luckily i called the ofis earlier that i would be abit late.
hahas.

work was rather challenging.
mails coming in at times when u nvr expected.
getting all so worked up when other departments wanted u to do their things and staying o.t till like wat 9pm?
eventhough its hard for me to handle and missing my lil boifren at hm,still i haf to manage.
met new chinese friends.and hell they were soo friendly.
and i got a smoke-kaki.

weekends were spent either at my cousin's place or town.
my kakak sedare just got married.
its been quite sometime i met her and when i went for her wedding,she was like so slim sia.
its good knowing that she wanted badly to slim down before her special day and congrats!
kak shikin,ur like a BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS lah.
town=BORING!!!
singapore is so small that we could hardly go anywhere except for orchard road.

and today,i went out with darling ain to get her boifrens' bday presents.
i took half day off from work coz im lazy.
so i went back at 12pm.
lil boifren was shocked to see me back home so soon.
met ain up at admiralty mrt at abt 5pm n off to town n city hall.
met up with nurazmi syg after his soccer at amk mrt when we were on our way hm.

and guess WHAT????
INSYALLAH dis coming november,IM GOING BANGKOK!!!
hehe
with nurazmi syg and 2 of his soccer friends.
im like soo very the excited u noe.
so money hafta save up from now onwards.
MUST MUST MUST!!!
they got it all planned out and the only thing now is that we hafta book for the air tickets.
yeah.
i told mama bout our plans and she asked me to save up if i really wanna go.
and i was soo terperanjat
even my auntie told me to save up oso and asked me to go.
if these really happen,it would be my VERY 1st time going overseas w/out my parents lah ok.
im soo excited.
insyallah all these will happen.
INSYALLAH.

lastly to my darling yani
please get well soon syg.
we're gonna rock the town again maybe this weekend with u.
i miss and loves u.
muacks

nite people.

i gave some lovin' at
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Thursday, August 2, 2007

Ive got an interview tomorrow.
Like im so happy lah kan.
Its at ngee an city tower a at 10.30 am.
But dun be too happy yet lah ok.
Its just an interview.
Not fully known of getting the admin assistant post just yet.
SO just prepare everything for the interview.
Im like shocked to receive a call from 1 company who received my resume yest.
ahahs.

So...PREPARE..
=)
tra-la-la-lasss...

i gave some lovin' at
3:48 PM;

Life isnt how you expect it to be.

Once when you thought everything wouldnt work out,in the end it would.

And when you were confident enough that it would be alright,it wouldnt.

Sometimes,life isnt fair.

Its obvious to tell if you have been learning what life is.

You cant expect it to be oh-so beautiful like always.

At times,you have to work things out to make it right.

I am more than happy now.

Though 1/2 half of my freedom are gone but still i enjoy.

Human beings makes mistakes most of the time like myself.

I realised and know that its wrong but i still dis it.

The question is WHY???

I dont care why in the past.

But i regretted it when it happens and learnt from it.

REPENT is what i wanted to.

My family have been supporting enough to let me still be who i am in the past and who i am for now.

They guide me in every aspects they could to help me find the right path.

Im thankful.

My closest friends whom i called GIRLFRIENDS have been there for me too though not directly beside me but in my heart they are there.

Well,its a lesson learnt.

And gladly to say,i aint a child anymore.

They treated me like an adult who has responsibilities and never controlled my life anymore.

Needless to say,i can go out anytime i want now.haha

nyehs.

i gave some lovin' at
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Thursday, July 12, 2007

a month off from blogging.
what do u expect?
im a fulltime busy woman.
nyehs.
busy with somethings,someone...

ive opened up another blog
which i used it for selling my stuffs.
visit http://thatwardrobe.blogspot.com
i simply cant fit into those anymore.
boo-hoos.
im a sized M now for goodness sake.

well,a month from blogging means hectic schedule.
ive been busy WORKING,OUTING n BEACH-ING.
hehs.
and i wanna party soon.
i really want to.
due to kocek-koyak,i simply cant party.

i miss my girlfriend yani.
its been weeks since we met.
n she badly wanted to meet ben. (i guess so..)
maybe some day i'll bring him out okays?

and this week,im working like shits.
full-shift for saturday.
like OMG.
saturday? urgh-ness lah kaan.
i wanna have gatherings with my ite friends soon.
but it seems that all are busy with work or school or should i say BOYFRIENDS? =)
this sunday,i cant go to ayu's wedding and mira's big sis wedding.
i am soo looking forward to go to both of these wedding invitation
as its been a long time since i went to a wedding ceremonies.
but too BAD,i cant.
IM WORKING LAH shits.

im getting a permanent office job soon.
once im settled with somethings,then find a job.
ive got lots of recommendations but too bad im not ready for it yet.
there are more important things to be settled first.

so i think that's that for the 1 month off from blogging.
blog soon.

i gave some lovin' at
2:03 PM;

Thursday, June 28, 2007

life just seems unfair

.period.

i gave some lovin' at
1:37 PM;

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

its been weeks since i last blog lah kan.
been busy with life and my new home.
after days of shifting things,it has all been settled at last.
my room was quite cosy and small.
not much different from my previous room in bishan.
but overall its alrite.quite happy with everything.

8 JUNE 2007

one thing im not happy about was,i dont really enjoy on my birthday.
it was the shifting day which happened on my birthday itself.
so i cant get to go out from morning till late evening as the situation was quite hectic.
things were brought from my old house and placed in my new hse.
and the whole house was a MESS.
but luckily the movers came in early and left about 6pm.
so between 6-9pm,my whole family started to clean up the place.
and some family members from mama's side came over and helped us.
so during that time,i made plans with ain to watch movie at c.p.
and we watched shrek 3 at 11.30pm.
quite a nice movie indeed and yet mamat still can doze off.
after movie,ain went back with mamat.
me n azmi lepaks around my new neighbourhood,reached home about 3am.
and everybody slept in the hall despite the mess.ahahs

from 9 june till 15 june,not much to update .

been at home the whole entire week to help ayah with the new house.

16 JUNE 2007

well, it was supposed to be only the 3 girlfriend's day to the sentosa.

but forgetful yani brought along her boyfriend cuz she really thought that we were bringing ours when we are not.haha

so yaya meet us up with an angry face in the first place but turned out that he quite enjoy being the only guy among the 3 girls.

the day wasnt that bad though it rains most of the time.

when were in the pool,me ain n yani kept talking about our primary school days.

which we liked to talk about kan sayang?ahahs

it was fun talking bout our pasts.

after that left sentosa bout 5pm and went to vivo as im searching for a tee.

met up with azmi n mamat at town.

had our dinner,walked around town and went home.

21 JUNE 2007

had plans with farah n shiqa as they wanna meet up with ben.

brought ben along to town.azmi send us to orchard mrt before proceeding for his soccer training.

bought some stuffs and azmi called decided not to go soccer as his stomach make problems.

separated with farah n shiqa and met up with ain n mamat again.

had dinner at pastamania.walked around and got home few minutes before midnight.

23 JUNE 2007

actual planning was to meet up around 8plus with the trios after yani n yaya had their fun at snow city.

but yani n yaya had some plans

so me and azmi went out abt 8.15pm to meet up with ain n mamat at plaza singapura.

we had dinner at long john.

then walked to city hall as there's no plans.

ain decide to go home club and all of us tried to call friends to come along.

but none of them were free.

so mamat called his friend who was having a private party.

It was held at Bianco club at Tanjong Pagar.

He booked the place for 2k to celebrate his birthday,including drinks at free flow.

so none of us would spend $$ on drinks or entry.

we were quite reluctant to go in the 1st place as we werent sure of the surroundings.

but as soon as we got there,it was quite ok lah.

the crowd was quite lame actually.

so yah..after the party ended at like 2am.(quite early)

we took cab to boat quay to have breakfast but then soon after reaching the palce azmi's stomach makes problem again and we hafta rush home.

24june 2007.

stayed home.

went out to amk hub to have late lunch.

26 june 2007.

my uncle passed away.

it was so surprised as few months ago he was actually quite healthy and recently he has some diabetes problems.

and that leads to death.

to his soul,may he rest in peace.

love u uncle azmi.

amin.

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